everything that I thought of at 1:20am when you came to bed last night.
First of all was, don't bother with the favour, I would rather sleep alone. Why bother when there is no benefit, we only have sex every couple of weeks. Before it was all of the time, now I have lost desire, use it or lose it, I've lost it.
It is the same with us as it was with Mike and one of the reasons we divorced, I feel so alone. We don't talk we hardly touch, sit on seperate couches. We will never have a relationship like other people do.
