Hi there terry - I read your diary posts and I am hurting for you - I am a mother of 3 kids myself and I can only but, imagine what you are feeling and how this must be killing you. As a mother I think that loosing a child (in whatever form or manner) is the one thing we all fear the most. I know that I don't know how you are feeling and I will not pretend to come even close to know what you are feeling but, I want you to know that as a mother myself, my heart goes out to you, my thoughts and prayers are with you. I pray for the safety and return of your daughter. I pray that you have the strength to wake up everyday and know that there is someone out there that is thinking about you and praying for you.
By the way my name is Dani and I am from South Africa (far away I know) but, should you ever feel the need to speak with someone I will gladly be there for you. My email address is (littlebitofafrica@wiap.co.za) - should you ever need to just let off some steam...
Best wishes to you,
Dani