Messages By: mary40inmebane

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sad
December 13, 2007, 7:37 am

It's Getting Bad
Well its now Dec 13 and Christmas is only 12 days away. I am still here in the Carolinas and have not begun working yet. For me this is hard beacuse I have never been out of work this long. My unemployment has run out and there is no money for Christmas gifts for my children. I bought a tree and they put on the decorations but I'm afraid that there will be nothing for them to open on Christmas morning.My fiance has been working but his money goes to the house payment, truck loan and necessities. I told him that this is not what he signed on for.There is even no money for extras let alone food.My children get fed...I make sure of that even if that means I dont eat. I find myself staring off ond crying. My work search here is a long and tough one. I have begun to apply to jobs outside of my career field. 20 applications a month and nothing yet and I have been here for 7 months now.Hopefully after Christmas it will get better, I just need to make it to Dec 31.

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