You know what? you have the right to miss her, to think about her. She was part of you. But, you have no right to stay misserable, that is not good for you, and I am sure that is not what your mom would like you to do.
I do have bad news for you, the first few years, birthdays, Christmas, family special days are the worst without your love one. I promise you, it still hurts for years not to see them.
The good news, they are allways in your heart, remember the good things you shared, the special moments you had.
Thinking of you.
Renschi
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