Messages By: amayasmist

All this week I have been fretting over money. I only had $2.95 to make it until Friday. Jenny and Travis used up all the milk and butter. We had no bread. I had to borrow money from mom to get gas to get back and forth. Plus I still have split shifts. Not having money scares me to death. Enough to where I start binging thinking I am not gonna have enough food or money. I have recognized it I am trying to ask questions to see if its valid thinking and trying to figure out how to change it. Its hard. very hard.