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October 19, 2005, 10:44 am PDT
Glad you are a sister in Christ
Quote From: dbrrtt1I had a great childhood... my father worked to support the family, my mother was a stay at home mom, both were major parts of my life and I had great relationships with both, I had two sisters, no brothers, no access to "boy" toys, hate physical activity, love reading, crocheting, sewing, cooking, scrapbooking, prefer "dressing up" in skirts and dresses instead of pants, was baptized into the United Methodist Church after giving my life to Jesus at 17, was never abuse, raped, bullied, or given any reason to fear a man. Im a blonde headed blue eyed big busted intellegent, caring, fun, sweet girl who never lacked the abilty to get attention from men I just don't want it! I've read the Bibile, studied, have my own personal relationship with God, and found that He and I both are happy with me the way that I am, why is that threatening to other people? Is His blood not great enough to cover all sins, including the sins of homosexuals (not to be confused with the percieved sin of homosexuality)? We have freedom of religion in this counrty, and my religion, Christianity, believes I was made in God's image, that Im fearfully and wonderfully made, that I was known and loved before my conception. Why do others seek to devalue me and my relationship with my Creator? If you have been to an MCC church you would see the truth, beauty, and genuiness of these men and women's faiths and relationships with God. Their beliefs on salvation, the blood of Christ, the meaning of the cross, are no different the the beliefs I was taught to hold dear in the United Methodist Church. Who is it that gets to decide that these people can't be "real" Christians, can't have a "real" meaningful relationship with God, can't be saved, that their whole spiritual experience is utter falsehood? Why is it that God can't really be speaking to the souls of His Homosexual children and whispering to them that they are ok the way they are? If this was a real big issue in Gods eyes, wouldn't the Bible have more than a few highly debateble (especially in English translations) mentions of homosexual sex, and why doesn't it mention at all the concept of stable, loving, monogamus homosexual relationships or marriages. And why doesnt God tell his children in the MCC and other affirming denominations of Christianty that what they are doing is wrong? The only people telling gay people they are wrong is other people. I am so glad you gave your life to Jesus at 17. Maybe when we get to heaven, God will give us a chance to meet and talk. I am glad to hear that you had such a wonderful upbringing. Praise God for that because it has been my experience that most people suffering with gender identity and same sex attraction can not say that. I spent 10 years, totally immersed in the gay life. I completely identified myself as lesbian. My girlfriend of 8 years (and we lived together and raised my child as a married couple) and I were not in the closet in any way. We kissed and held hands in public. She went with me to my grandparents for Easter and Christmas and I loved her dearly. She was my best friend. I could not reconcile my behavior to my beliefs. I did not make the rules. God the creator wrote his Word and we are to allow the Holy Spirit to conform our lives to the image of Christ. You can twist and intellectualize the Word of God all you want but you can not change the truth of God's word. It is what it is. If I could change it there are probably some things I would (in my humanness) because it can be very hard to live up to. But when I realized that the journey is a process of santification (As Joyce Meyers says from "glory to glory"), I didn't feel in such a rush to heal myself of all my flesh patterns. That is God's job. And if I spend time with Him and let Him use me to serve His people, and walk by His agenda and not by my "feelings" which are wishy washy and are based on experience, He will change me and mold me into the person he designed me to be before sin entered the world. I believe the Bible. I believe God created man and woman to fit together. We do so both physically and emotionally. Each gender brings something to the relationship that the other can not provide and children in a family NEED both! I am free from the desires of same sex attraction. And now that I can talk about my experiences, the monkey is off my back and I feel free to be used totally by Him. I pray the same for you.
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