Well I can see you need help understanding how things work! Let me enlighten you with some knowledge....first of all mother earth didn't bless us with anything, God Blessed us with all these things you speak of, I would hope you believe some things we Christians believe like how the bible says God created the heavens and the "EARTH", it's in black and white in the King James Bible! And if you just pick it up and start reading from Genesis on, you will start to see the truth and know the books of the bible was written by man, but the words and stories written were God speaking to these men whom he himself chose. And with that I will stop "preaching" as you would call it and leave you with something straight out of the bible, that is by the way God's words "1 Corinthians 6:9-10 (NIV): "Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters, nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God."
And if that isn't enough to smack you to your senses, pick up the bible and search for the truth yourself. If you ever want to enter the kingdom of God then you have to do what God wants you to do and not what man tells you to do for whatever selfish reasons you have, whether it be pride or just plain denial. I thank God everyday that I have a breath because we are not promised another day, much less another breath. We are like a vapor, one minute we are here and the next minute we are gone. Pray my friend for salvation, because from what I read you are troubled and confused, seek and you will find. God Bless you and I will pray for you....
