I just want to say this to you - we are created in God's image. God is not gay and therefore it is sad that you and so many others think this will save you. It is not to say that God does not love you - but he does not condone what you are doing. We are all given FREE WILL - not a "gay gene". I am pleased you had a good relation with your father/family. But maybe you had bad expriences with cousins/kids at school - I would not even begin to guess - but your lifestyle is a sin.
I will pray for you
MG
