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Quote From: onehalftwin

I watched Dr Phil and was in tears by first half hour. I lost my twin 4 yrs ago to suicide. There is no one to talk to about it. The pain and being left behind is some days to much to bear. I talked to my twin daily except the day she died. My husband always said we were joined at the hip! I struggle everyday from anger to deep sadness. I feel for the parents who were on show. The mom will always remember what she said the day her daughter died. She has no reason to feel bad her daughter knew you meant nothing by saying what you did. I almost went crazy the first year with the "what if" syndrome. I had no clue my twin was feeling like she did nor did anyone else. It totally blind sided me and I am lucky to still be alive and it is a struggle everyday.I will never be the same my life has changed forever. I will never find the happiness I use to know. Try as I might it never comes.I do not dwell on it like I did for 3 years. The pain of missing my other half is with me daily. Life has changed as I once knew it.

Quote From: onehalftwin

I watched Dr Phil and was in tears by first half hour. I lost my twin 4 yrs ago to suicide. There is no one to talk to about it. The pain and being left behind is some days to much to bear. I talked to my twin daily except the day she died. My husband always said we were joined at the hip! I struggle everyday from anger to deep sadness. I feel for the parents who were on show. The mom will always remember what she said the day her daughter died. She has no reason to feel bad her daughter knew you meant nothing by saying what you did. I almost went crazy the first year with the "what if" syndrome. I had no clue my twin was feeling like she did nor did anyone else. It totally blind sided me and I am lucky to still be alive and it is a struggle everyday.I will never be the same my life has changed forever. I will never find the happiness I use to know. Try as I might it never comes.I do not dwell on it like I did for 3 years. The pain of missing my other half is with me daily. Life has changed as I once knew it.