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February 19, 2009, 1:36 pm PST
I'm Pregnant!
Quote From: hasteywhispers I'm 24yrs. old and 14 weeks along with my 3rd child, my husband is thrilled, but i'm finding it a lil hard to be as excited. I have a 4 yr. girl and a 2yr. old boy. I feel guilty now with how they both seem to fight for my attention. And with the pregnancy hormones....I couldn't do a lot from the morning sickness and now it's fatigue and being emotional....my body feels like i'm carrying anchors on my arms and legs. I have no energy for anything. And I remeber this feeling, i did it not to long ago already. I fear the pain of birth or if i get the epidural, that hurts sooooo bad tooo. sometimes it feels as if the needle was left in my spine. I cant hardly keep up with the house work, kids and just getting a shower. i worry how i'm gonna handle doing it on 3 or 4 hours a sleep. And since my husband works swing shift and can be gone 16 hours at a time. I'm truly scared, and it's my 3rd, but i feel more unsure and worried about this one then the 2 before and I don'y know why. I'm 32 yrs old and 25 weeks along with my 3rd child. I am not married. I am not all the way sure who the father is of my baby. But I am dealing with this. I have 2 boys at home. They are 12 & 10 years old. I love them both very much. I am very scared to have another child. But part of me is looking forward to having this little baby. I want to make sure my baby has a family like my boys did when they were little.
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