Quote From: annanutYeah man, I know how much being labeled bites a**. When I got comitted to the nut house -sorry Psychiatric facility - for trying to kill myself again, I got all KINDS of labels, like:
OCD,
OCPD,
dysthymia,
major depressive episode layered (double depression),
bipolar disorder NOS,
panic disorder,
borderline personality disorder,
posttraumatic stress disorder,
schizophrenia (actually in the DSM I think it's impossible to have schizophrenia comorbid with a mood disorder, hence the classification of schizoaffective disorders...),
psychotic symptoms specifier - MDE,
brief hysterical reactive psychosis (which is, and was, no longer in the DSM).
I got help when I tried to kill myself in the hospital (which I now admit might not have been a great idea) and got transfered to intensive psychatric care, where I got a new doctor who wasn't intent on diagnosing me with everything on Axis One (and 2 axis two's) so he could throw lots of meds at me and hope one would work.
I was finally released and referred to an amazing doctor who saves my life in biweekly sessions, doesn't believe in unnecessary medication for young people, and believes in treating the individual and their symptoms/history instead of codified, ambiguous lists you can find in the DSM. I'm still really F****d up, but hey at least now someone's helping me deal with crippling depression and my annoying tendency to get raped. Next week, when he gets back from vacation, we'll probably move to my fear of abandonment....
Tnx 4 listening...
You know how you said something like F****d up! I find that completely acceptable! There are people on here who actually find this type of "messaging" offensive!
I feel your just being real!
Second whatever you have you are sure smart! Dont allow them whoever they are to own your brain. Dont get me wrong I am now for the first time EVER taking correct medication.
Baby dose of anti depressant med. A mood stablizer, and a stress reliver at night. I do not abuse anything nor do I self medicate or drink or drug anything and I gave up smoking all substances June 1, 05.
I am really sorry about that rapped thing.. Is that truly for real or do you put yourself in scarey situations? Okay that might be to personal so if it is Im sorry.
I just think your awesome it was a pleasure to have met you..!