Quote From: muchdenialThanks MJ and neosmom23 for taking the time and effort to reply to my message. I feel so invisible and worthless right now that I was pleasantly surprised that someone responded. Thank you so much. I will get the book Courage to Heal and start healing already. It's about time.
Today I have been super depressed just thinking about this over and over. I feel like I can't function and be a mom. I feel paralyzed. Like I am just surviving but not living. I'm taking 150mg of Zoloft and even that is not helping. My therapist and I both suspect that I have an underactive thyroid because of all my symptoms but I know it's a lot more complex than that. I just hope I start feeling better soon because feeling like this just makes my self-esteem plummett even more.
I don't know who you are and I didn't get a chance to read your story but I did see the above response. The book Courage to Heal is an excellent book. My daughter was molested by a family member who I wanted to kill and sometimes feel like killing but Courage to Heal has helped me as a mother to better understand what my daughter is going through. It cannot take away the pain and hate that I have for this person only GOD can do this but it helps me to understand. Some hope is better than none.
I hope that you do get the book and I hope that it helps you as it does for me.
Take care.
Someone's Mother
