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November 4, 2005, 5:22 pm PST
Hi Kathy
Quote From: homebnd55Wanted to get back to you yesterday, I could'nt get alone time. I know how it is to feel lonely, bored, nothing to do, no freinds. I have one that I can talk on the phone to, I dont talk to her that much though once in a while ,we never see eachother. She is a freind from my teenage years. Our lives just got seperated when this panic-agoraphobia hit me. I always have someone here in the house with me. My son or daughter, when my husband is working. I babysit one of my grandsons and my neighbors baby. I still get depressed, and feel like I'm locked inside myself. I have trouble sleeping . Even that isn't an out or rest for me!
Well I live in NY near Albany. Where are you? Kathy Glad to hear from ya! I live in the midwest. Close to Chicago. I was actually born and raised in a very small town in Iowa. Had a wonderful childhood growing up in a small town! I've lived out here for 25+ years. How did your anxieties start? Are you able to leave your house? Thank God my agoraphobia is practically gone. The only time I get nervous if I have to leave the house, is if I've been isolated for a couple of days. Right now it would be very easy for me to do that. Since I quit my main job and I live alone, It's all to easy to slip into a depression. I've been working really hard "watching " my negative thinking. I believe that's where the majority of my anxiety stems from. How old are your children? It must be enjoyable being around your grandchild so much. You're not spoiling them are ya? Easy to do. Talk to ya later....Mary
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