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November 13, 2005, 6:47 pm PST
Getting Pregnant - AGAIN
Quote From: jodielsI know exactly how you feel. I got pregnant with my first child while I was on the pill and before we were ready. Once we got married we simply assumed that we would get pregnant again no problem. We've been trying for 18 months with no luck. I cry every time I take a pregnancy test and it comes back negative. I can't help thinking that I'm not getting pregnant because God doesn't think that I deserve another child. It's very upsetting to me because I want another child so much. I read this and now understand there are many of us in the same boat! After starting a new relationship and discussing family with my new partner, he told me that due to medical reasons it was highly unlikely that we could have children. Exactly 13 months after our relationship began, we are now proud parents of a beautiful little girl. Grace is the best thing that has happened to us (particularly after my partner having to deal with the loss of his mother!) and we want to give her a brother or sister straight away. When the tell tale signs of my period begin I just want to find a corner and cry. Like you I feel like this is punishment for it being so easy the last time. I want so much to give my partner the little boy (and brother for Grace) that he longs for.
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