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Hi I am also new to this site...and am typing this to find out if anyone can help me find a result. Or give me any advice for that matter. My boyfriend and I have been together for two years now and well @ first we did want a child but now were both not to sure and very confused about the matter that is. Not that it's a bad thing to conceive or get pregnant but to follow the steps and then raise the child. Since we did have a bumpy past and now are future looks brighter together I would think he would want a child with me. Now I'm not to sure...I guess we need to discuss alot more things and figure out what would go on and happen if we were to get pregnant or if it would happen and not be planned. Not saying that we would get rid of it but we would love it to peices forever. I want a child with this man don't get me wrong but now I think he doesn't want to be with me forever because he says to me that we should wait...but what is waiting? Does it mean forever with him or forever not having a child with him? Please help me get some answers and figure out how to get him to want foreverness with me and a family...only if I knew he would for sure promise stay with me forever. But there's always that doubt in the back of my mind. I love him so much I don't ever want to lose him to another person or lose him period. 

Thanks for reading my worries!