Quote From: orion625hey ali
its good to hear you dealing with this like i mentioned before your stronger and what you have said is true the anger alongside with the sadness makjes us do some pretty stupid things that well honestly i have looked back on and relaized werent me at all and i am not a person of regrets and these mistakes i dont regret either but like dr phil would say to me what was i thinking lol
well i have to talk with sara about our mortgage and doing so in this holiday season will more than likley push me off the edge its good that your spending the time with your kids gods only knows how much i wish i had a girl of my own i had plans for one but again there shattered by the mistakes in the past well i hope your holiday season is filled with at least some happiness i mean hey your kids are still there right lol well keep in touch
orion
Ali
hi how is christmas going i have been travelling so much trying to leave the past behind and i am not doing so well at it you know i have stopped seeing my psycoligist because i cant seem to move on it seems that everything i breath is her and i cant seem to go two seconds without getting her out of my mind it seems almost usless to go on you mentioned that you dont want to face dr phil when he askes you what were you thinking are you getting a chance to see him if soo thats great i wish i could try someway to get a hold of him but i understand that he is a very busy man with greater things to do than listen to me bitch and complain well hope you have a good christmas bud and to be honest i dunno if ill make it past the new year the way im feeling all i can say is it is getting eisier to hide the pain not forget it you know o well
well merry christmas bud have a good one
Orion
