Quote From: emscptn67just thought i would say hi. ive been away for a bit, and just trying to get back to some what of a normal existance. not easy. im still really struggling a lot. ended up in icu and spent some time in the hospital. it really really sucks that the aftermath of abuse seems to hang on forever!!! 
hope all is ok with you all. 
I am so sorry about that, being in ICU!?!?
I have really been worried about you. I am glad
that you let us know. You didn't do anything to
hurt yourself did you? (sorry if that is too personal)
I hope not, you are very dear.
I know that you are struggling and having such a
hard time. You are right...it really does suck that
abuse seems to hang on forever. Just remember
though, that it does get better, it isn't always like
this, I know. Please take care!!