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August 9, 2005, 2:09 pm PDT
Hi
Quote From: sun_starI am new to this bord and I am looking for support, I am having problem my, mom died in on may 22 I always wish that she hadn't died it still hurts a lot because she hasn't been gone very long I know that it is going to be hard when that holidays come because this will be the first time with out her, plus I wont have a family at all to celebrate with this year because I am not speaking to my Father at all I am afraid of him. he started to change when mom died. first he started to talk about my chest then he asked me to sleep with him and that scarred me to the point that I started to cry. I left home and have only been gone for 4 weeks this sat I went home with some friend and got almost everything out of the house. that I could I wasn't about to go their a lone I was to afraid. he started to come into my work and it would upset me plus ever time I would see him I would have someone stand buy me then when I would get off at night I would have a manager walk me out to my car because I didn't feel safe. I am living with some friends. my roommate and I are looking for a house and the hard thing about that is that we have dogs, 2 apiece and no one wants to rent to people that have 4 dogs.
Sara Hi i know how you feel with looseing someone special in your life I lost my grandfather in 2003 and i still haven't gotten over it but i am doing a lot better here are some of the things that have helped me: Write a letter to him, makeing a scrapbook,just rembering the good time , my family at home and on this web site, and my theripest. Maybe someting out of this list will help you also everyone on these boards are so nice and very helpful if you need to talk i am here for you. hope you have a good day ~Buffy~
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