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January 5, 2006, 7:46 pm PST
01/05 "Am I Cursed?"
Quote From: lisamom3I too have had many very similar episodes. I thought it to be demonic. I still believe it to be so, this is why, the last episode I gathered all of the energy I could muster and cried out for Jesus to help me and within one second the paralysis was lifted. I know he helped me, it only took for me to cry out his name. Then you might ask why me and not others? After many days of pondering this question I truly believe that becuase I am a Christian and I love learning about God's word I may be a target. It seems to happen most when I am upset about something and I think I am most vulnerable. I know to many this sounds rediculous, but until you experience this horrible paralysis you wont know what I am talking about. I am very glad that you believe medication helps but please, If it ever happens again try and ask the Lord for help.
Well sleep disoders tend to be aggravated by stress, that is probably why you expereince this paralyisis more often then. And yes, to me it really does sound ridiculous, but hey, you believe what you believe. I just think you ought to have a Dr. and a psychologist take a look at you before you chalk it up to demons.
I don't believe in a God that directly intervenes in people's lives. So asking God or whatever for help with MY sleep disorder when I'm sure God has way more important things to worry about seems a little selfish, but that's just me.
You do what works for you, but hey, I'll just keep taking my meds. They work wonders.
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