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Quote From: ga1960

 As I was growing up, my sister that was 19 years my elder, always said I was worthless and she would make me pay someday.  She had such evil in her eyes that it was like she was putting a curse on me.  She never accepted my birth to my parents late in life at the ages of 40 and 44.  She always said I took them away from her time.  To make a long story short, she was a horrible and truly hateful person.  No matter what good things I did she would always mastermind a scam to convince others I wasn't a good person.  I always tried to be good to people and I had alot of great  friends that also noticed her evil ways.  She even told my husband  (before we were married) that he was too good for me and I didn't deserve him.  I  never had a chance with her.  She especially lost it after the birth of my son, since she had 4 girls.  She wouldn't talk to me and behind my back, she would tell people in our community how we didn't want a son.  So, needless to say we lost contact with her.
After many years of loneliness, she passed away last year at age 63, leaving 4 beautiful grown daughters, 8 grandchildren and 3 ex-husbands, that she always belittled as well.  Since then, my family has had many hardships and heartaches and I truly believe it's her watching over us, making me pay and my son to deal with many problems as well.  There are just too many coincidences that have occurred for us not to believe she has cursed our lives.  Our life without her was very normal until the day of her death?   I have also had reoccurring nightmares as well.

Quote From: ga1960

 As I was growing up, my sister that was 19 years my elder, always said I was worthless and she would make me pay someday.  She had such evil in her eyes that it was like she was putting a curse on me.  She never accepted my birth to my parents late in life at the ages of 40 and 44.  She always said I took them away from her time.  To make a long story short, she was a horrible and truly hateful person.  No matter what good things I did she would always mastermind a scam to convince others I wasn't a good person.  I always tried to be good to people and I had alot of great  friends that also noticed her evil ways.  She even told my husband  (before we were married) that he was too good for me and I didn't deserve him.  I  never had a chance with her.  She especially lost it after the birth of my son, since she had 4 girls.  She wouldn't talk to me and behind my back, she would tell people in our community how we didn't want a son.  So, needless to say we lost contact with her.
After many years of loneliness, she passed away last year at age 63, leaving 4 beautiful grown daughters, 8 grandchildren and 3 ex-husbands, that she always belittled as well.  Since then, my family has had many hardships and heartaches and I truly believe it's her watching over us, making me pay and my son to deal with many problems as well.  There are just too many coincidences that have occurred for us not to believe she has cursed our lives.  Our life without her was very normal until the day of her death?   I have also had reoccurring nightmares as well.