Quote From: alone86i guess it's a good thing that there isn't anyone else on here cuz that means that people aren't losing babies. or else it means they haven't found this yet. well i'm not sure if i am suffering with post-partum since i lost the baby, but my depression definatly changed. having suffered from depression for the past five years i have come to know what it is like. since i lost the baby it has changed. i was just wondering if anyone else out there has had similar feelings since they lost they're baby. well, let me know. i feel really lost. jenna
i am 19 years old and i got pregnant and it wasnt planned. well how i found out was that i started my period and after a month i went to the doctor. well the whole time i was pregnant i was bleeding. i was worried but the doctors told me some women do bleed during the first semester of their pregnancy. my boyfriend and i went in for the first ultersound and it was so amazing to see this baby inside of me and it was only 6 cm! well than for the second one we went in and there was nothing inside of me nothing that even showed that i was pregnant. i never told anyone that i thought i did have a miscarriage. because when i was at school i went to the bathroom and there was this big blood clot and i thought nothing of it, but i feel so guilty for not telling my boyfriend about it that day. i always think right now i would have a baby what would he or she look like, how would they sleep at night, and all these questions always cross my mind and i always start to cry. and i look at the ultersound pictures from the first time we went in. its not a fun feeling to lose a baby and be left with no answers why did it happen to me? and all those other questions unanswered.
