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Quote From: lostgirl

I suffer from severe night terrors for years and they wont go away, it comes from my past since I was really little.  They have gotten worse over the years, I would disturb my neighbors by running down stairs banging on the their  door yelling out for help. I don't remember nothing that happen,I would yell and scream.  I would hit my boyfriends in my sleep and even spit in their face  or even hit myself in my sleep. I would even lock myself out of my apartment,  and the neighbors would complain about my night terrors by banging on the walls. I had to move to a different apartment ,my landlord said you are disturbing the neighbors.  My neighbors thought I was crazy,  and would get into it with them about my night terrors. I'm always afraid that the landlords would throw me out because of my night terrors, and then I would become homeless. Now I'm in my new place and been here for almost year now, my neighbor would tell me that I have severe night terrors. I would run outside and bang on her door, that night I woke up felt like I was choking and thought somebody was after me.  I will get up and kick things bang on walls, hit others  in my sleep and would jump on their legs and hit them also in my sleep.  My past relationships would throw me out of bed and also hit  me and spit in my face for what I done to them. They were thinking I was doing this on purpose I'm not I don't remember nothing that happen. I'm so sick of this and living this way, I can't find the right help for this. I also suffer from mental illnesses, one of them comes from sexual,physical abuse as a child.