Replies to 'Depression'

I don't think it is because you are listening to the devil. I believe he is doing what he can to break you down. But it sounds like you have taken steps to make yourself feel better and that isn't what the devil would want you to do. Maybe your meds need to be adjusted. How long have you been on your current meds? I just started Zoloft a month & a half ago and so far those have been wonderful for me. I hope I don't ever have to adjust my meds but when you feel that horrible I think it should be taken into consideration. 

Do you like the Church you go too? Even if that is the only place you go all week at least that's a good place to be. I didn't go to church today either. I have been looking for a new church (not as actively as I should) but I have not found the one that makes me feel good. I do really miss going. I loved my old church, but we live to far from it now. 

What do you think about your husband being controlling? Do you think he is? Is it something that really impacts the way you feel? If it does then I would say yes. Does he go to counsling with you? It sounds like it may be beneficial to him as well.  

Hang in there sweetie. People do care. I care :)