I was raging when I found out and more because it came from the past and the abuse I went through. I hate my father because he sexual abuse me when I was 3 years old and my sister too, when she was 9. I was raped 3 times when I was 14 and several times as and adult. This illness sucks!
Some times i feel like Jerry. Always under the glass being looked at. The anger and rage that i have from this disorder is unbelievable. I get irritated very easy. and i too was abused as a child but nothing like what you went thru. I am sorry you had to go thru that.
i cant express my self in words so i purge and Cut at times. Not a nice thought. Has anyone come up with a better way of coping then using these techniques????
Hang in there lost girl. I am glad you found the board.
I was raging when I found out and more because it came from the past and the abuse I went through. I hate my father because he sexual abuse me when I was 3 years old and my sister too, when she was 9. I was raped 3 times when I was 14 and several times as and adult. This illness sucks!
I too was just diagnosed with BPD & ADD. I already have major depression & social anxiety. I don't know what I did to deserve all of this. Anyway, what do I need to know. Can it be something you get as an adjult or did I have it from childhood. If you get it as you mature - why? There is only so much a person can handle. I've been in therapy for 12 years and now this???
Some times i feel like Jerry. Always under the glass being looked at. The anger and rage that i have from this disorder is unbelievable. I get irritated very easy. and i too was abused as a child but nothing like what you went thru. I am sorry you had to go thru that. 
