Quote From: djmattI completely understand your frustrations with the "real world". There are a lot of people int this society who are out for themselves at any cost to others. I can relate to that with the employers who mistreated me severely up until the day I went on disability.
I have fought nail and tooth to keep a job because of him, I have caught him in lies, and people have witnessed his unwarranted attacks on me. I was released to go back to work by my doctor today. Although I told him that I do good do drag myself out of the bed and I am on the floor and in serious pain a significant amount of time.
I will just have to deal with this. I am currently seeking employment for the disabled.
From your statement about "being too nice", does that mean you are a supervisor? I have been in supervisory positions for 20 years +. I learned that you have to treat individuals with dignity and respect, and they will return the favor. If they don't, then I would always look at the whole person and see if there are specific issues that are many times misunderstandings. I have gone out of the way many times, and helped my employees, and they in turn save my job when I was being attacked and harassed by my supervisor, and he was going to resort to getting me fired. All of my employees stood up for me, and he dropped his vendetta.
I am praying hard for you. I would like to know if you are seeing a counselor at this time, if that is any of my business? Although you cannot rationalize a link between your childhood abuse and current difficulties, there may be some connections that you are not aware of. I will not press this issue, but it took a long time for me to relate some of my struggles to my childhood. There was some abuse and it has been manifested in various forms.
Take care. Thank you for being so supportive and your kind words. Without you and others, I would not have come this far.
soon,
dj
I was going to therapy but let the very 100 percent truth be told without be conceited I KNEW MORE about THERAPY than the Therapist! She wanted to girl gab and I wanted to roll up my sleeves and purge the rest of the BS.
I thought I knew all about EVEY SINGLE one of my triggers until I saw this show about pedophiles, and sex abusers and right to the core of me I cried and got sickened. Note to self another trigger was born...don't watch these shows!~
I have had 14 years of therapy, 2 phychwards, 2 drug rehabs, I'm done with.....Unless THE INTERNATIONAL GURU OF THE MIND CAN STEP IN AND HELP I have exhausted all possibilities out here. The mental joints out here are nothing but fabricated insurance tak4ers and the top dogs out here have been put before courts. The "Experts in PT SD" I was told I met the criteria to meet was a scam too just as I suspected. It was a STUDY my therapist put me in which PISSED ME OFF the guiepig factor once again....so I just said to myself NOT AGAIN!~
I am back to just taking my pills and starting to be lost again!~
I think you should sign you name djmatt aka Drphil that was cute....
I don't talk to anyone butt SEA our Earth angel from Dallas. The other board Borderline made me feel terrible and the depression board with the exception of SEA and like 4 others is filled with Bullies trying to lasso others to some friend board.
Isn't that soooooo sad?
Yes to the supervior role....Geuss what Company cars in 3 weeks yeah!
