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August 15, 2005, 4:43 pm PDT
To Grub,
Quote From: grub48Hi all, 
 
Just wanted to check-in and share some thoughts. I have often said that we can chose how we react to the moment and the stuff that life throws at us - well right now I guess I made the choice to let stuff get to me - yep I have had atime over the last few days where things have gotten to me. 
 
The feelings I have been experiencing have left me wrung out and feeling inconsequential in the scheme of things that is this universe. Intellectually I know I am still the person however I chose to let the emotional side of me rule for a while and some of the old tapes started to play. I know however that I can control how long I let this episode last. 
 
I know I will either wake up tomorrow (or even "wake" later today) and give myself that physical (or mental) slap in the face and get over it and get on with it.  
 
I know nothing needs to stop me from achieiving great things but as I said to my wife last night "Right now the mountain of my life seems very steep and rocky. Someone give me a helicopter to lift past this stage" - but even as I said those words I realised that it is a necessary part of the journey - the rocky parts of the road, the steep parts of the climb all serve to test our resolve in life - they test our stamina and even though they really suck when we encounter them - they all serve to make us better and stronger in the long run. I - like everyone else - would often prefer to have it easier - but what the heck - if it makes me better and stronger then I guess I can live with that!!!! 
 
So even with the current down feelings I think I can see the next plateau stretching out past the next steep part of the journey that is my life.  Remember, we all stumble,
everyone of us,
That's why it's a comfort to go
hand in hand.
-Emily Kimbrough
Or as they say on the RED GREEN show, "we're all in this together."
You are one of the "lights" on this board, one of the most resourceful and compassionate people I have the pleasure to read. I know you'll come through this, but know that I'm pulling for you.
Linda
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