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yes that is me!!  I didn't thiink I would ever get to where i am either but i am it iis amazing that almost 4 weeks ago i was right at deaths door step and now i am not!!!  It is so hard and i know you can do it.  i started refusing to eat when i was 2 years old and continued then when was almost 13 is when i actually said that's it i am fat and things got worse from there.  so i am 24 now and that means that well it's all i have known for 22 years.  it was normal for me but it's not really normal i just never knew anything different.  maybe not alwaays really bad like it got but it has always been there.  yeah the thing does distort the pics.  makes them all blury.....  i make a really good sandwhich......  i take wholewheat berry bread (its a good carb not a bad one, the bread is really healthy)  then i put 4 (only if they are really small ) slices or so of tomatoe's, lettuce, and whatever veggie on it, it is like making a small salad on bread.  it is very healthy and not to many calories except the fact that i do put some ranch dressing on it but it still is better then some foods.  For breakfast in the mornings I have a milk chocolate protien shake and a bananna.  A bananna has all the potassium you need for a day so it is really good to start your day with it.  also protien is a very good thing to start your body with for the day.   That isn't the only food i eat but those are some suggestions.  I make the protien shake with fat free milk and it still taste really good.  I had that sandwhich for dinner tonight and it was reaally good.  For lunch I had a little roast beef (not a usual thing for me to do but today i decided just a little), mushrooms, brocolli.  Wow man i look at the amounts of food i had today and think just not to long ago i didn't even eat that much food in a mth probabley.  well maybe but hmmm and if i did i did not keep it.  Another bread that is really good for you but it is expensive is Ezekiel bread.  Ezekiel bread also helps the body except the protien and all better or something like that so it is really good for you.  there is one other bread but i can't remember.  i bet it makes you feel panicky what i ate today that you don't know what you would do if you ate that because i can feel me fighting letting the addict talk and not the self but the self wins!!