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Quote From: tina83

Thank you so much, I did make a error though it is 21months not 22 sorry just noticed that. I had to clear that up. You are so thoughtful you totally went out of your way & I appreciate that.  You know all the praying must really be pulling through, I'm lucky & very glad I got you behind me.  And as far as helping other people & stop hurting myself.  In the very beginning it started out as I stopped for those around me.  That did not last long because deep down in myself I didn't want to stop.  Then at one point I really wanted to get it out of my life but then I found I was addicted to it & I didn't know what else to do.  With some counseling off & on & being in the hospital It really came down to do I really want to live this way or do I want to get better.  Along the way I slowly got stronger & each time I relapsed I had to yet again get back up.  One thing that helped me is that do I want to get a quick escape or be healthy & happy in the long run.  Cutting is a temporary fix to me it pushes everything back & when it's gone I have to deal with issues a lot harder lt really catches up to  me. I still have unresolved issues & it goes years back. But anyway take care