Quote From: autumn70You need to move on get your own life how can you live with someone who won't even have sex with you because he to into porn, you said you wanted to have kids why should you suffer and not get what you want because of that man for get that life is to short and you deserve better . you only have so much time before you can't have kids so I would say let him have his porn and you move on and get the life you deserver.
Thank you both for responding about my husbands problem with porn; I truly appreciate it. I have a call in to one of the foster workers to discuss the possibilities of parenting alone. I do not want a divorce, as I have alway held to the idea that people are usually good inside they just need love and patience and eventually love breaks through all problems!
I believe that prayer fixes most everything, perhaps instead of praying for my husbands addictions, I need to change the focus and pray to fix my insecurity and figure out the reason I allow my husband to ignore me and lie about Internet porn. Thank you both again, I feel more at peace knowing I was able to share this hurt and have someone listen.