Quote From: catrinaAnother day. I had a nap this morning. But other than that this morning is pretty good. Its towards the end of the week, I think that helps. And its raining here....Not snowing! The kids are okay, but I know they hate it when I fall asleep..They're okay now. I am still smoking again. Going to try next week again. I'm hoping to feel like I did a couple of weeks ago.. It was so nice, feelin really good...I hope to feel that way again.  
So I just wanted to write. It helps me feel complete. My sister is comming to visit next weeek. I look forward to it. But she thinks I'm a slob, just because I leave some dishes in the sink for a day. I think I keep things pretty clean! Her kids are always sick, and I'm not sure I want my kids to get sick again. Oh well I'm sure everything will be okay. 
I'm babling again...Just checking in. 
Hi Catrina
Yeah I know how hard that smoking thing is...I've been working on quitting for the past few years. But, each one was a success...I was smoking 3 packs a day and now I'm at 1/2 pack...big difference. So, keep plugging away.
Sisters...ohmigod...when my children were at home still and I was a single mom...working to support my children. Hehe...yeah they thought I was a slob as well. One day I said to them...well you're not working and you work at home...your spare time exceeds mine. And if you don't like my home...don't come over. They looked at me...and I said...I'm tired of being put down...I have enough to deal with...without having to worry that my house is "perfect". Like you my house was never a disaster area...some dishes in the sink, toys laying around...our home was lived in. They did get upset and didn't talk to me...after a few weeks they called and never said another word about my house. :-) You have to be able to handle the response you get from the person before you say it though. My situation worked out for me...but, it may not for you...that's a decision you have to make.
Hang in there...you're a cool person.
Rhonda