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August 19, 2005, 10:08 am PDT
migraine headaches
Quote From: catsassyOn October 23, 2003 my husband killed himself. We were separated at the time. But the grief is something that i wonder if I will ever overcome. He left no note. He acted fine the night he shot himself. He was 47 and had had migraines since he was 13. No surgery could cure his pain and I think he just gave up. I miss him terribly. The worse part is dreaming that he is alive and then waking up to the reality that he is gone. We were very close and now I wish I could have done things so differently. I think if I did maybe he would still be alive today. Grief and guilt seem to go hand in hand for me. He was a wonderful man and I wish he would have been able to see that the world needed him - that I needed him. I still need him.
Thanks for listening.
Jen I know about the headaches more than anyone. i have worse headaches that are worse than than migraines. i go to the dr. and he is trying to help me. i am not giving up. Sure sometimes the pain is too much at times but I have too much to do and a life. I go to one person that will help me and I know i will get answer. God. sure sometimes my meds don't work at all and i down for 3 days, but i i don't care. I have a very supportive husband. plus I am now legally blind and losing my hearing and have a heart condition also. I have didn't know what to do at first, but i went for to talk to some people and it helped me so much. Now I get on with my life, and take care of my husband and the apt. I even still do my crafts. :) Faith is whats its all about. and getting the help you need. I have my headaches everyday. they never go away. but I learn to deal with them and do what i can. Don't blame yourself for anything. I am sure that you if you knew how to help him you could and would. :) Pray to God and ask of him any questions you have and he will answer you. just learn to listen. he will answer in his own time. :) Have faith!! I am sure that he knows how much you need him. God always answers. Like the bible the always says ask of God. he will answer. ask him and keep asking. and learn to listen for the answer. he will answer you. :) God is with us. he never left us. Go forward in your life. show your love for your husband by doing a scrapbook of him and you. just a thought. 2nephi
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