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LOOK OUT FOR USERS......... THEY COME IN FEMALE FORM TOO :'( 

I think i told you guys (those of you who know me) that my best friend  

supposedly had something with my ( now hasbeen ) and i just  

recently confirmed it ...Good thing we are divorced !!!!!!! 

It would appear that i am the only one not in denial about it ... 

THIS IS ANOTHER FORM OF ABUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I had to come to realize that nothing i told her was safe anymore or secret. 

Well i also figured out that i was so right about my Hasbeen being a selfish 

Person. 

I had to sell my car and i ended up selling to HIM cause i had no other re- 

course and wouldn't you know it...Not only did he suddenly have the money 

for the insurance and that darn muffler he couldn't FIND when I needed it 

But he has it up and running already .................... 

Oh well i knew that it was gonna happen like that and now i am just wondering if  

confronting him with all this info would only serve to make me feel better and i guess  

the answer is YES.... 

I am very careful not to ask him for anything that doesn't come to the benefit of our lil guy 

but i am just angry today ........................... Otherwise i am doing okay . 

I moved me and the lil guy into a two bedroom apartment ( from a 3 bedroom house  

that was not easy i tell ya , my room is still a bit of a mess ) around the corner from where i work  

( i did mention once or twiced i work at our local superwal-mart deli right?) well it isn't easy cause the work is killing my hands and arms but i wouldn't give it up cause i love the ppl i work with ( even the difficult ones LOL )and the only time i go anywhere is to my karaoke on the weekends and on sundays i play texas holdem ( for points only and some pool ) my lil guy is making some improvements here and there and the fourth grandbaby ( a girl) is already going on 6 mos old :)I am coming up on 2 yrs at my job and on 4/3 is my last workday b4 vacation :) my second week of vacation i will be taking in august cause i been invited to go to sturgis ( i will be like a skibunny in the bikerworld...WATCHING AND PARTYING LOL) 

Geez, telling ya'll all about this has made me feel better i still wish we had a chatroom i would love it , would certainly make it quicker to get messages around i think LOL 

Anyway my lil guy is sick today so we go to the doc tomorrow and i will try to come back and see what's been going on . 

You all be safe and remember this....................GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE  

                                                                                    PEOPLE I CANNOT CHANGE THE COURAGE TO
                                                                                     CHANGE THE ONE I CAN AND THE WISDOM TO  

                                                                                    KNOW IT IS ME >>>>>>>> :) 

                                                                                                                             LADYBUG  

                                                                                                                             ( scaredicat only for log in )