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August 19, 2005, 7:33 am PDT
I'm truly sorry,
Quote From: labelfreeSorry It looked like Stone hedge and that scared me...I am scared of The Evil one..
What interests do I have? Helping others....I am selfless believe it or not...I dont know what I like because I never developed that in me...because I just give and that is no bull.
I do not know how to take. If someone even gives me a compliment it makes me feel like 10000000000000000 lighting bolts inside and embarress me truly it sickens me.
My interts..My beautiful children and old people I love protecting children of our world..Is that what you mean? I have no personal interest except for maybe my personal poems or short stories of trying to figure my pain out. I am at the entrance of my cage and the door is open and It is open and I am having a very hard time taking a step out...I am sure you have no idea what I am talking about but I do......I need to get out of NJ and come to California with my beautiful daughter Hayley quick ASAP and see the GREAT Dr. Phil....but I have to go now...
sorry for me rambling..
I have to really go....My brother needs me....Sorry if I was rude yesterday to you too...The night before I didnt sleep....I found out yet another "family secret" and it made me sick to death and my husband who I shared this with is f*ing sorry clueless to my dynamic of pain and I am I think losing me after all my hark work.
If you are Dr Phil come and get me PLEASE I'm not on Dr Phil's staff. I mentioned that once before, but I got deleted. I do not appreciate the symbols that you use to disguise profanity, please refrain. I'm not a prude, I used to cuss like a sailor. Then I discovered that it's not only disrespectful to others, but to myself as well. It's a difficult habit to break, therefore it can be rewarding. In this one place, on these boards, we can all respect each other, and claim self respect.
I took the liberty to look over your posts on other boards, as you have obviously done with my posts on other boards. I'm sorry for troubles, past and present. We have taken different paths in our lives, but came together on this board.
Meditation is about expanding your mind. May we continue in harmony.
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