Quote From: huntingtonI work full time and have 2 kids one is 15 my daughter and my 10 year old son. I also work overtime sometimes to help with bills and stuff, I am depressed and on wellbutrin and anxiety meds. I have no clue what my purpose in life is. I love my husband and his job sometimes makes it where is has to work late. I don't know why but I can just cry over anything. I worked with the schools because my son was hitting me. T hey asked me if my husband ever hit me,,,and I replied NO! The teacher then asked why do I take it from my son? I wish someone out there could understand me..cause I really don't understand myself..I feel worthless and I know it's getting worse.
Hey --- Hang in there things will get better.. my daughter used to hit me all the time and i took he to therphy and she stopped after a while (5 years of age). There is a reason why he is hitting you just need to find out why.. he is angry at you for some reason. Maybe he realizes if there is tension in the air ( money probelms). Kids like to blam themselves for things even though we know that it is not there fault.
You should try and find something that you enjoy doing, and maybe your purpose in life is to raise your kids. you are not worthless you have two kids that depend on you and need you!!!! Hang in there