Quote From: sickasex06well girlfriend, my brother had their son at 7:42am this morning. He is absolutely adorable! I am so happy and yet so jealous. I just keep thinking that if I hadnt lost the baby, I would be having a child too in 8 weeks. It makes my heart hurt that its them and not me, and then I feel selfish for feeling that way, so either way Im stuck feeling bad. And now in about 2-3 weeks my sister in law will be having her baby, so its like a double-whammy! I am starting cosmetology school Tuesday, I really hope that helps get my mind off of my "wannabe pregnancy", but I know it wont, b/c when you feel the way I feel- and I know you do- its something nothing can help. And I know exactly what you mean about promising sex - and with me instead of "cricket", its fishing. I've tried it all, and lately he has been get frustrated with it. So I'll leave it in God's hands for now, and maybe once I'm done w/ school, he'll change his mind. Thanks for the advice. I'm glad to know that there is someone else who feels so much like I do.
My SIL still hasn't had the baby, they are going to induce her on Monday. My MIL is freaking out over it. Saying stuff like, She cant go through that she will be crushed if her body wont do what its meant to do. She wont be giving birth naturally like God intended. I was induced with our son for being ten days over due and had to have forceps ,an episiotmy and then that tore so I ended up hemorrhaging and having a ridiculous amount of stitches!!!! But I got through it so can my SIL. I don't think it matters how you have the baby, as long as you end up with your baby in the end. I was so angry with her insensitive comments.
How is your nephew going? But more importantly, how are you coping with it all. I know what you mean, our baby would have been 3 months old today.
the last two nights I have dreamed about a positive pregnancy test! I am taking it as an omen. Although I have been having some problems with abnormal bleeding lately so I hope every things OK. I took a pregnancy test last week just in case but it came back negative.
Hey, Good Luck with School on Tuesday! I'm sure it will go well.
Talk to you soon.
