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well, here's a news update: Im not going to school anymore.  We thought we had everything together w/ childcare but the cost is just more than we can afford, more than anyone can afford.  For two kids, the daycares charge anywhere from 180-195, a week!  Thats nutz.  So we agreed that I should continue to be a stay at home mom, which I think is a great idea!!! 

It really makes it harder now, b/c I'll be focusing on another child more than I was before.  Yesterday, my husband snapped on me and said hes tired of hearing about having another child everyday and always seeing me depressed and upset. But what he doesnt seem to understand is that I wouldnt feel that way if we were trying for another child.   

I mean dont get me wrong, I am so happy to have the two healthy children I have, but whats wrong w/ having more.  There are so many people who cant have children, we should feel so blessed and fortunate that we can. And truthfully, I think the reason my husband wants to wait is not b/c of money, its b/c his mother will have something to say, along w/ his ritzy sister.  I never let someone's opinion of things change the way "I" feel.  He wont say it but I know thats why.  The last time we were pregnant, his mother and sister both made the comment:  "is this what you wanted?" and then had the nerve to say after we lost it, "we should be careful so it doesnt happen again right now"  . What the hell kinda bullshit is that.  This is our life, not theirs.  We support this family, not them.  But he's a Mommas boy to the max.  

Well its in Gods hands, so if it will be, it will. 

Take care and good luck to you too!!!!