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July 24, 2005, 8:36 pm PDT
its been awhile
i feel it too. i havnt cut but i have burned. the only numb i feel is in a few of my fingers from when the stray cats bit me. i prob will never get my hand back to being right ever again. and i am left handed. but i have been feeling this way for so long i dont know how to feel any other way. when i do have fun or a good time it dont last. it is just for the moment kind of fun ya know.... my brain just dont know anything else. and neither does my body about pain. it i didnt hurt then i would know i was dead for sure..i just cant get anything on my body fixed right. or to work right...its out of wack in all places.....tama i rmeber u we talked all the time u were gunna tell my dad for me abotu my deprseion i hope u rember cuz i rember u
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