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Quote From: confuzalid

That is so true. When's the last time you were in the mirror fussing with your hair getting ready to throw the brush at the mirror, when your husband walks around the corner, looks at his watch and sighs. It kinda makes ya wanna throw the brush at him. The media has taken this to a whole new level. Now I'm like looking in the mirror and wantin to throw my bra at it. There just ain't nothin I can do about the size of my boobs. I'm told that they're great but when I look in the mirror I see less than perfect. When I see and hear men going on about the women on T.V. I want to scream. Even some of the comercials on T.V. are like light porn. I feel so inadequate when I am with a man and we are watching television together. I don't want to ever sit next to a man watching T.V. It makes me feel ugly. If I've been primping and trying to get beautiful I feel okay up until I see some of these things on T.V. In 30 sec. my pride is out the window and I feel rediculous for having spent so much time on the outfit I've thrown together. I guess I'm just a little too extreme. I can't seem to get over it. I realize there is no man in the world that could or would really be able to love me. The only thing that I could do is to become amish which is part of my background but I've never had to live the life. I have a job and a car, electronics. I'm also spoiled by these goods and I don't think I could give them up. I just suppose I will always be single. It's really sad because I have 2 children and they will never have the opportunity to live that wonderful little life. I do hate myself.