Quote From: mensanYou may want to print out that last post and take it to the doctor. It doesn't seem real, now, does it? and yet you need him to know how you were feeling. I know how you feel when you come down; it's so unreal and doesn't seem like that stuff really happened. But if your doctor doesn't know about it he can't help. Try to let him know as much as you can. He has to know how you were feeling and what you were doing. I know the temptation is to go in and say "I feel fine" because you do now.
Don't do that. Tell him what was going on and let him figure out what was happening. And let me know how it goes. You know I care.
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I went to the doc and told him everything. We're adding another antipsychotic to my mix. Eventually it might replace the one I'm already on..We have to go from there, to work on the moderate problem of not being happy all the time..I'm glad he knows now, and I'm glad that you write to me, and that you understand....It really is kinda embarassing once you look back on your actions...they were so unrealistic ya know, because I'm not really that mean and nasty person...I'm usually quite patient when driving and with others in general....Feel like a fool when I think of how many other people have seen me act out....All part and parcel I guess. Ya gotta know who your friend are I guess. I am still pretty calm now, but realise I have some work to do with getting meds right...So thank you for sticking around even if I'm a crazy person once in a while haha.
Catrina
