Replies to 'Depression'

The books are basically in my head, but I have started writing them on the computer in the past few weeks.  There are so many issues do be dealt with in this life, and it takes individuals to make up groups.  Sharing ideas and thoughts can open one's mind to a wealth of information that can be beneficial in many ways.  My intentions are to help others,  although I go thru these forceful periods of depression and many epidoes of suicidal thoughts, I want to fight the fight when I am able.  I would say 2/3 of my time is spent in the dark side of thinking, but once I bounce back for a brief period I go head-strong. 

I was a minister for a few years when I was younger, but that ended for some reason.  My ministry now is to put new thouhgts and Ideas in peoples minds, and to reach people in a way that is unprecedented.  I want to reach the young men in the terroists groups who have loved ones they are leaving behind when they commit themselves to the suicide bombings, and try to share with them that we are the same.  And that if they were here, and we sat down face to face we would find common interests, and one being the inherent nature of mankind to love a care for oneanother. 

Just like many other wars, take WWII for instance, my father fought in the Phillipin Islands against an enemy that had the same fears, concerns, desires and feelings as he did.  My father never fully recovered from the affects of the war.  I am the youngest of seven children, I am 45 now, my father passed away in 2000 a the age of 82. When I was in high school I met an exchange student from Japan who became a very good friend of mine.  I didn't have any second thouhts about bringing him into my parent's home as a visitor and a friend.   After the first visit, my father was shocked that I had invited this individual into our home.  But he was also very kind and hospitable and welcome to the young man who my father later said that it was good to see the changes between us and Japan after the war, and that he could coneive in his heart compassion and a connection to this young man as he had nothing to do with the war anymore than I. 

I have watched on the History channel veterans who are still living who meet to commemerate the casualties of the war.  And it brings tears to my eyes to see these men, who once fought against each other in a horrible war of needless pain, suffering and deaths, hugging each other and crying.  How beautiful is that?   

The moral to this story is that why have enemies, when we can have friends all over this world.   Why do people need to continue to suffer, when all of these men fighting, regardless of whose side they are on are all GOD's children.  And if they could read each other's minds I firmly believe that each and everyone way say, hey, I never knew you had compassion for me, or I can see that you don't really want to take my life. 

There's so much to be said and done.  I am not making any political statements one way or the other about my opinions of our current participation in any wars, just that I think we could all be friends if we could only COMMUNICATE!  And as silly and far-fetched as it sounds, I am writing songs and working on speaches to these affects. 

Let each one of us open our hearts to forgivenss and compassion to our "enimies" and let's sing a song to the whole world that we love everyone regardless of thier race, beliefs, etc. Let's sing it loud and clear.  Let's try to touch eveyone by the energy of our souls, and if you meditate for a moment or two, you will feel the energy I have transfered thru this message.  You should have felt this even in the first paragraph.  It's a radiation of energy that is transmitted thru meditation and certain powers vested in certain individuals. 

Reach out, breathe, and feel the energy filed that is flooded with the positive things and good of this world.  This is something like you have never experienced.  Place your hand on the screen for a moment, take deep breaths, and close your mind to ALL thoughts, the energy will be passed on to you.  This isn't a gimic or hoax, it's spiritual.  I think Dr. Phil will feel this force as well.  I am not looking for fame or recognition, just being guided by THE SPIRIT as THE SPIRIT speaks to me. 

The books are basically in my head, but I have started writing them on the computer in the past few weeks.  There are so many issues do be dealt with in this life, and it takes individuals to make up groups.  Sharing ideas and thoughts can open one's mind to a wealth of information that can be beneficial in many ways.  My intentions are to help others,  although I go thru these forceful periods of depression and many epidoes of suicidal thoughts, I want to fight the fight when I am able.  I would say 2/3 of my time is spent in the dark side of thinking, but once I bounce back for a brief period I go head-strong. 

I was a minister for a few years when I was younger, but that ended for some reason.  My ministry now is to put new thouhgts and Ideas in peoples minds, and to reach people in a way that is unprecedented.  I want to reach the young men in the terroists groups who have loved ones they are leaving behind when they commit themselves to the suicide bombings, and try to share with them that we are the same.  And that if they were here, and we sat down face to face we would find common interests, and one being the inherent nature of mankind to love a care for oneanother. 

Just like many other wars, take WWII for instance, my father fought in the Phillipin Islands against an enemy that had the same fears, concerns, desires and feelings as he did.  My father never fully recovered from the affects of the war.  I am the youngest of seven children, I am 45 now, my father passed away in 2000 a the age of 82. When I was in high school I met an exchange student from Japan who became a very good friend of mine.  I didn't have any second thouhts about bringing him into my parent's home as a visitor and a friend.   After the first visit, my father was shocked that I had invited this individual into our home.  But he was also very kind and hospitable and welcome to the young man who my father later said that it was good to see the changes between us and Japan after the war, and that he could coneive in his heart compassion and a connection to this young man as he had nothing to do with the war anymore than I. 

I have watched on the History channel veterans who are still living who meet to commemerate the casualties of the war.  And it brings tears to my eyes to see these men, who once fought against each other in a horrible war of needless pain, suffering and deaths, hugging each other and crying.  How beautiful is that?   

The moral to this story is that why have enemies, when we can have friends all over this world.   Why do people need to continue to suffer, when all of these men fighting, regardless of whose side they are on are all GOD's children.  And if they could read each other's minds I firmly believe that each and everyone way say, hey, I never knew you had compassion for me, or I can see that you don't really want to take my life. 

There's so much to be said and done.  I am not making any political statements one way or the other about my opinions of our current participation in any wars, just that I think we could all be friends if we could only COMMUNICATE!  And as silly and far-fetched as it sounds, I am writing songs and working on speaches to these affects. 

Let each one of us open our hearts to forgivenss and compassion to our "enimies" and let's sing a song to the whole world that we love everyone regardless of thier race, beliefs, etc. Let's sing it loud and clear.  Let's try to touch eveyone by the energy of our souls, and if you meditate for a moment or two, you will feel the energy I have transfered thru this message.  You should have felt this even in the first paragraph.  It's a radiation of energy that is transmitted thru meditation and certain powers vested in certain individuals. 

Reach out, breathe, and feel the energy filed that is flooded with the positive things and good of this world.  This is something like you have never experienced.  Place your hand on the screen for a moment, take deep breaths, and close your mind to ALL thoughts, the energy will be passed on to you.  This isn't a gimic or hoax, it's spiritual.  I think Dr. Phil will feel this force as well.  I am not looking for fame or recognition, just being guided by THE SPIRIT as THE SPIRIT speaks to me.