Quote From: kwindshawnIt's just not worth the effort to me. I have spent a lot of time wondering what I did, and agonizing over why I am unable to catch him. I really don't think there is one for me. I would really like to find a good one, but it is too much to ask for. I have lots of animals and a house to concentrate on now, and I have just decided to focus on that. I'm tired of investing the time and emotion to have it turn to &%$# everytime. So this is what I have decided to do to take care of me. Friends are fine, but the serious stuff can wait for another lifetime. Besides, the few postings I have read from the Canadian assure me I am doing the right thing for me.
Kiki
Hope you get this- Kiki- I know EXACTLY how you feel about the time and emotion-it takes a whole lotta hell outta me too- BUT- YOU did NOT do anything wrong- Did that help-
Take care of the animals and enjoy your new house-
Feel free to write me hear anytime-If you like - click on Buddhagurl and email me- We should write a book- I totally agree that it is frustrating-But remember- wouldn't you rather be by yourself than with some one treats like*&%#**?
Sadly- I can not give up - my desire is too damn strong- but I am taking care of myself and focusing on my life-
Enjoy your new home- be proud of it!
If you want to email me to keep me updated- please do so- we can help each other!!!!! SMILE!!! Pet all your animals for me- And if you by ANY chance meet a good catch- please share! Most likely you will meet some one before I do!! Just trying to cheer you up!!! Kiki is a pretty name.
Alison
