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April 18, 2006, 12:01 pm PDT
Bulimia
Quote From: bentienHi everyone, just a little message from Denmark. This is my first message and the first time Im telling someone that I´m bulimic. I thought was doing better. Thought that I finally had figured out what to do with my life. But lately everything has gone wrong and I don´t know what to do. Everything seems hopeless and I feel like I´m in this dark place where no one can see or hear me. Most of the time I just feel like giving up. it is so easy to want to give up but when we feed that we find ourselves in a place that we want it more and more until you have fed that so much that you yourself don't have the strength to even fight making it to a point wher eyou don't want to give up................... i tell you i am having a hard hard time now also............ i would love to be able to just say forget it no more i am must going to go back to the way i know but we have to say i am stronger then this............. although it makes us feel weak to not be in that place it is really a strength and we (yes i too) have to learn to except that................ like one thing that makes it hard for me right now is that physically i am not well at all right now and it makkes me angry i am eatint and this still happens so i want to thinkk forget it i am going to feel like this then i am just going to go back to what i did i loved it yet i hate it at the same time..l........... best friend is worst enemy
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