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August 23, 2005, 6:08 am PDT

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Djmatt I know you will know I am saying this since I care so I will continue. I have seen on TV that many tele-evangelists say to put your hand on the TV and to claim blessings etc. I believe in prayer. The only problem is it sounds like you are getting spaced out if you are praying so hard you are feeling emotionally drained and are feeling you have super powers. Correct me if I'm wrong. Sleep might get you back on track but if doesn't I think you should tell your counselor if you have had this happen in the past to where you get way out in left field especially if you are having suicidal thoughts again as when you were caught with rope.

Also, unfortunately, complaining to all the CEO's in your company is just going to make you look like a disgruntled employee even though you have many valid points. If this job makes you that unhappy it serves you no good to project all your disappointments in life onto your boss and company CEO's...get a lawyer or go through EEOC. I am just saying this for your own good.

IF you want to focus on your books and have the money to do so to where you won't be overly distressed for revenue (salary) lost while you write or want to do in your spare time. That is a good thing IF doing so doesn't keep you distressed all the time drudging up haunted stories from your past. Some people can do it others cannot and only you know if you are strong enough to not lose yourself in the pain and be able to function in your present life while writing.

IF you feel a driving force (passion) to help others discriminated against in the workplace. Contact the www.nmha.org to see how you can actively get involved with the prevention of discrimination of workers with emotional illness in the work place. It is best to do this through well established entities since everybody is concerned about retaliation by disgruntled employees becoming violent simply because it does happen. A disaster for disgruntled person's self, family and others when endangers others or self.

I was trying to be supportive of your meditation and prayer but it seems you are taking a step above to thinking you have personal powers that often is accompanied with a need for sleep and/or stress induced etc. and a need to contact counselor if you are unable to sleep. Also, I think isn't good for monitor screen to place hand onto. There are other writers with similar beliefs as yours such as Sylvia Brown www.sylvia.org/home/index.cfm who has been on Montel Williams show quite often and I think is a personal friend of his and some tele-evangelists say to put hand on TV screen or raise hand to claim a blessing. Why not? IF not getting carried away with and you do know many who aren't filled with that much spirit think odd. A lack of sleep can lead to psychosis which in simplest terms just means confusion. You may not be there...I'm just concerned.

I did feel peace in your words because I have read meditation books with similar wording less the part with writer becoming so drained transferring power and how power can be transferred through monitor screen and person feeling has special powers. I thought a good idea for to do for pause and focus to begin with prayer coming here upon first reading. However, I think you are taking it a bit too far and I hope you got some rest and/or contacted your counselor. Especially, if you are hearing voices although you may not be. You sound like a person with a lot of potential who is hurting to the point of suicidal thoughts as you said that alternate to intense aggravation because deep down you know SELF MATTERS includes you. The main person that needs to realize this is you. Check out this link www.nmha.org and if you aren't able to get adequate rest I'd suggest your contacting a doctor today. Racing thoughts is a sign of an possible impending exacerbation of symptoms that sometimes rest can avert and sometimes medical help is needed. You know you best to decide which you need. If I'm wrong tell me as it won't hurt my feelings. I'd just rather speak up than not speak up and I am only taking time to type this because I care and happened to notice. Am I mistaken? What do you think?

Things DO have a way of working out. I hope you got rest and contacted your counselor if necessary because SELF MATTERS includes you and mainly you need to realize that I think and get rest. I hope you did. Best wishes, SEA

Good morning Sea,hope your night was well.chat after .cathy

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