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April 25, 2006, 4:57 pm PDT
Hi Beth...your profile bio sounds upbeat...
Quote From: beth93 People label me as having major depression. I have the problem with the underdeveloped pineal gland never secreting the correct amount of melatonin regardless of time of year. So I take Prozac which was helping.
I took Depakote to prevent jerks and tremors. My Neurologist wanted to take me off the Depakote to see if I could function without it. Apparently, Prozac is used to treat Turette Syndrome so he thinks Prozac should hault the jerks and tremors.
Ever since he took me off the Depakote, I have been feeling down and have not been able to sleep. Of course, having my 39th birthday and having mid-life crisis feelings does not help. According to Leigh, I have all the symptoms from biological ticking and feeling lonely..of course being single never married makes things worse.
I have become increasingly angry and upset with myself. This afternoon I cut myself with a safety pin when I was feeling very upset with myself. it did not hurt. Nobody will notice the cut. Beside, nobody got hurt. I have these intense feelings of self-anger and being upset with myself when I have kept things bottled up too long. I keep reminding myself that things will get better. This is only a cycle. At least, I got a good night sleep taking Lunesta.
Beth I hope the Prozac works and sounds promising. If doesn't, ask if you can take the medication that worked again. I think I have seen Lunesta advertised on television. Do you belong to any support groups? What type of gardens do you like best? Hugs and prayers, SEA
SELF MATTERS INCLUDES BETH
God Bless Beth and God Bless Beth A Lot
B eth be blessed abundantly and learn to be your best friend
E specially be loving and kind to yourself
T ake time to stop and smell the flowers where ever you see them
H eavenly grace surround you with peace and tranquility
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