You know I keep praying to the higher power and I am not getting any responce. I just am having a real hard time with life right now, every thing I loved about life is going away, becouse she will not get help. Thank You for being there.
I understand about life. I now have the "possibility" of having breast cancer. I need to have a biopsy done. I am sure it is fine. I do have tumors, an illness called NF!. I get benign tumors but, they become malignant. So, wait and see. I first have to have the biopsy. They had better not leave me with a big scar. LOL, I also have a beautiful tattoo of a wonderful butterfly in that area. I don't want that damaged. I, just don't want this to happen. I would rather go to sleep.
You know I keep praying to the higher power and I am not getting any responce. I just am having a real hard time with life right now, every thing I loved about life is going away, becouse she will not get help. Thank You for being there.
That is something you can do. Even if it's just you to do the smiling. If your wife doesn't want to get help, then you can't do any more than what you've been doing. I hope you are feeling this hug coming your way. It sounds like you need it. Some fresh air will also probably do you the world of good, too. Go for a walk. Get out of the house. Meet the neighbours. They might be able to supply a different perspective as well.
That is something you can do. Even if it's just you to do the smiling. If your wife doesn't want to get help, then you can't do any more than what you've been doing.
I hope you are feeling this hug coming your way. It sounds like you need it. Some fresh air will also probably do you the world of good, too. Go for a walk. Get out of the house. Meet the neighbours. They might be able to supply a different perspective as well.
