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May 7, 2006, 8:12 pm PDT
past experiences is moast certaintly no excuse and i can prove it!!!!
Quote From: mumma1 NO excuses ...many of us have had things happen in our past it is no excuse ... we should all want better for our children!!!!!! It is obvious however that she knows this is not right and wants help by going to Dr. Phil. I pray for these children and hope the mother and father can STOP hurting their children...this is a sad sad story Im not sure if I can watch it. I am also a mother of 5 children at the age of 28.i had my first son at the age of thirteen,he was a result of a brutal rape when i was twelve.my mother married me off to cover it up in the family to a very abusive man that nearly killed me at the age of 14!! i was also molested by my step-father and my uncle.I will be the first to tell you that i have alot of rage built up inside of me along with guilt,shame,and hurt.I sometimes feel like i am utterly dying inside,but i DO NOT take out any of this on my children not even the son from the rape,it isnt his fault what happen to me! my children are my world and i know that no matter how many men come or go in my life that my children will always be there to love and adore me and thats why i love and adore them with all my heart. there is nothing greater in this world than the children gifted to us by our heavenly father.And for this mother to treat these children in this manner down and out right discusts me.i just want to take them under my care and show them that the whole world isnt bad and there is love out in the world.If this mother reades this please please get help for those childrens sake.they don't deserve to live in fear in that way.i lived in fear not the complete same kind but fear for a child can seriously damnage them for life.there is hope for you and i hope you seek it IMMEDIATLY!...angeleyes_wth_tears@yahoo.com......if you ever need to talk just drop me a line or 50.anytime you feel raged email or im me please.talk to me cuss me do whatever makes you feel better just leave them children alone.
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