Quote From: michelyne5Read your post and the first thing that comes to my mind is the way you protected yourself by being detached.Is it that maybe you don't want to face the music again and go somewhere you were so unhappy.I personaly have no recolection of feelings about my youth except that we were left to ourself and we were supose to be good and quiet .Feelings was something that was not discuss and something that was prooving weekness.
Couples years ago i decided to let by gone be by gone and live only the moments.I know that someday i will have to face the truth about my feelings .Even my 3 sisters don't want to discuss any of our past i guess it is because our parents are still alive and we feel oblige to bee good and quiet girls still. But i am sure that one day all of ours feelings will come out and that we will all feel relieve and free ......that will be a great day
So be good to yourself let it come if it has to, or else life will put you in position to learn an other way. Take care and enjoy the moment dear Brenda
Sincerly Lyne
You mentioned a variety of things that I believe are really very true. Going back is difficult.
Avoidance has always been an issue for me!
And, lastly, both of my parents are still alive.
You are VERY much on-target with all of these points. I just NEVER anticipated having this sort of reaction to doing the work, though. So I am going to put this aside for a few days and see what I experience when I pick it back up.
Thank You for the helpful feedback, again.
Brenda
