I am glad you are considering it. No one can force you but I can attest to the fact that it helps alot, if not for just talking but having someone to help you figure it out non judgementally. I probably would not be here today if I had not gone for counseling. Please just talk to them. I know it sounds wierd, but it is good! God is there no matter what you are going through. A song comes to mind that I hear on teh radio about praising God in the storm, still thanking him and saying amen. It is good to focus not just on how you can get better, but the good things that God is doing in you!
