Replies to 'Childhood Sexual Abuse Support'

Though I was a victim of sexual abuse, pornography, and sold to the highest bidder from the time I was 4 until 17, lost everything that really matters in life, love, children, and family,  I know the power is mine to make my self a real survivor or let the past bury me.  I chose life long ago and every day.  My only regret is that I can't go back in time and tell that horrifically tortured child I once was that she had the power all along, especially when she was being brutally programmed to think the way the abusers wanted me to during insane torture sessions.  Because I can't change the past I will live with it in all the unvarnished truth, deal with it and all my feelings, and be that advocat now.  I have power in my voice, in my roar, and in my heart's willingness to continue to love. 

To all abusers of my life I feel pity, occassionally some anger if grief work is unfinished, and sadness that someone can be so twisted to torment a child sexually and betray the most sacred trust so recklessly as if it means nothing. 

Every abuser in the world better watch out, the world is waking up to thier schemes and scams and their days are numbered! 

Thanks Dr. Phil and Staff for a seriously striking show.