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May 23, 2006, 1:50 pm PDT
Me too, me too ...
Quote From: watchinuI think of myself as being slim (that was years ago) and I think like a slim person. I am so happy to be this slim......then....I accidentally walk past a mirror! Who the heck is THAT??? Needless to say, my day crashes.
Why don't I ever know where to sign up for Dr Phil's fat farms? I have the same mindset going. It's like a weird kind of body dismorphic disorder. Somewhere in the theoretical part of my mind I know I'm big but in the forefront I feel that I'm strong enough, healthy enough, fit enough to do anything I choose. I'm sure my poor little horse would disagree.
As for a swimsuit, if there's water to be had I'm in it, what I look like is of no consequence. . (My DH swears I could have a good time in wet grass). But when the vacation pictures come back I'm always in shock at what the camera shows. "Yeah, the camera adds ten pounds, so how many cameras did you have on me exactly?" It's so tough to get motivated to lose weight when my attitude is saying there's really no need.
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